It's been a while

Truly it has been a while since my last post. A lot of things have happened since then and i should've written about it. don't know why i didn't but i'll try to catch up.

Last wednesday, i had a big fight with teng. It was a major thing. Really major. And up to today, I'm still mad at him. I'm feeling somewhat indifferent towards him. Not caring on what he does with his time and with his life. It does feel relieving, refreshing even to not care for him at all. It's probably because I'm fed up with him. Fed up with all his lies and what nots. Maybe it's high time I care about myself this time. To give myself the time to get back the self-esteem and self respect that I lost. Get back a little pride to stand on my own again.

Starting today, it'll be me and my kids. I'll give more attention to people who really care for me.